I got my letter today about my pay increase and bonus. It’s bad and worse than last year. Looks like banks did cut the salary raises and bonuses of their staff after all in response to the worsening virus situation. They just didn’t announce it because their view is that it’s still better than salary reductions and no bonuses. Which is not wrong.
I don’t blame my bank for taking the initiative to cut costs because it is trying to preserve the jobs in the event of a long and drawn out recession. But I’m still upset with the hard work and effort I had put in last year not amounting to much. It’s a disappointing outcome and I feel angry & frustrated at how I was undone by something entirely out of my control.
Yes, I know it could have been worse and I should be happy that I still got a salary increase & bonus. But people are just trying to make me feel better about a shitty situation that I feel cheated by. Sigh, I should have known there was going to be a negative impact from Covid-19 and managed my expectations downwards. But I held out hope and it got crushed.
I took my time at work today to mourn the last big opportunity I might have in a while to raise my base salary. I’m not sure when it will come around again with the economy going down the drain. Anyway, I had chats with my manager and senior manager about this. At least they bothered to make me feel better about it. The same thing happened to them as well so we are all feeling down.
Anyway, I discussed it extensively with my wife over dinner and we both agreed to focus on the positives. Given how badly the year is going so far, we have to prioritise the stability of our careers over taking risks for higher pay and bonus. If either or both of us get retrenched at this stage with so much uncertainty going on, we are going to struggle to get any traction with our careers for the next few years.
I used my salary for this month to recharge our investment cash. But I’m not doing the same with my wife’s salary and my bonus to be credited this week. Given how Covid-19’s negative impact to the economy is escalating so quickly, it would make sense to start taking some defensive action now while we still have jobs. Taking on too much risk and being so eager with investing can blow up our personal finances.
I’m going to build a separate pool of cash funds as a defence against a long and drawn out recession. Not just rely on our monthly salary income for expenses anymore in case we lose our jobs. This has become a much more serious situation than I had initially anticipated. And I should react accordingly to manage our risks as it develops.